I don't feel unmotivated but I feel like I'm moving a bit slower than I should be on some of these tasks. I finished writing the book, which is a great accomplishment, it's almost 8000 words. So now I am on to the publishing portion but unfortunately for me my Kindle Publishing app site is blocked because I screwed up the tax portion. I got an ( Read more... )

So far so good ( Read more... )

I haven't gotten sick yet, but what has happened is I have lost a lot of money on a once undervalued stock that has now hit the lowest price in it's 5 year history thanks to countrywide panic selling. Great. Just fantastic. So I'm waiting that out while people hoard toilet paper and other basic neccessities. Paranoia is rising. Our friend Chandra ( Read more... )

As if loopiness and fatigue and moody bouts of depression weren't enough to keep me occupied a couple days ago I was hit with a burning fever. I had a dream that my parents orchestrated a surprise birthday party for me at McDonald's and had invited Guns N Roses to come by and give me a special birthday greeting, with Axl Rose dancing next to me ( Read more... )

First let me say, before anything, that despite the fact that the final results weren't everything I hoped they could have been I'm not disappointed in the ending. I still have my health, my motor functions, and other faculties. And, even though I couldn't get a "problem piece" of my brain removed, I'm still eligible for the implantation of a nerve ( Read more... )

Man, so I was all feeling good about the Mary Lee thing, or lack thereof, and surely it's been a bit of a pest during this holiday season and has come back today. Maybe not like a ton of bricks, but perhaps a half ton. I think part of it is picking up on her energy vibration. Of course. How could we not think about our dance party playlist ("Relax ( Read more... )

Been awhile since I've visited with you but here I am. This god forsaken year is finally reaching its conclusion. But let's focus on the positive things -- this time last year I was living in a garbage apartment all the way up in Mount Vernon, a broken shower with roaches in the drain and a vagrant in the living room. Now, I'm living with Marcus, a ( Read more... )

I'm just gonna focus on Mary Lee for right now. Not because she's the most pressing of all my issues (Switching brokerages, a strange man looking for me at my home, my hearing today regarding my lawsuit against NYC, among a few) but because I need to sort my thoughts and feelings out in a coherent way ( Read more... )

I'm "all keyed up", as Mary Lee would say, which I think has some to do with the mix of coffee and CoQ10 that I consumed earlier this morning with breakfast. I enjoy having more energy but this is actually feeling a bit out of control and distracting. My stomach feels fluttery and not in a "kissed by my crush" sort of way but in a "I don't think I ( Read more... )

Busted my fucking ass today and I feel good about it, woohoo ( Read more... )