kings dont mean a thing on the street of dreams.

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NO MAD ( Read more... )

im going to australia in 12 days for a month. not that anyone cares, but ill be there dec.12 to jan.4th, so ill be there for my birthday. 18 here i come. im not looking forward to it. everytime i try to reflect on life up to now, i dislike now more. but thats the way it goes it guess.... constantly slow moving so the good times are great and the ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYONE. NO ONE WILL MISS ME WHEN IM GONE.

im real sleepy. im gunna go sleep now. night.

you still kiss me, but its just on the cheek.

you pull away so easily.

and i still call you, but i get your machine.

if im lucky, then its your roomate answering.

but your at the bar, or at genes.

we go out to dinner, but you wont hold my hand.

we sit at the same table, but we dont play with our feet.

we still go out to dinner sometimes, but we ( Read more... )

im leaving for australia soon and maybe i wont come back. i probably will though. but then ill go back to live. im done with everything here. its over. i think that by this time next year, ill be ready to move there. things will be different and we'll see where this road takes me until then, and hopfully i dont choose any paths that end deadly.

MAKE THE KILL.

as the shrapnel of a pumpkin hits the artifically planted life in the center of the road, i realize what a fucked up place 'this' really is. by 'this', i mean here and there and everywhere we find ourselves constantly. what are friends? do they lie? do they steal? do they only use me for the nothing i have to offer? except for being ( Read more... )