you never really know what heartbreak is until you actually fall in love with someone. life is funny that way

So here we go...I feel like my soul needs a little release (though I feel a public online journal is not the place to disclose details so I shall be brief ( Read more... )

you make my heart absolute.

So here I am starting up the sleepless nights again. I was hoping that the past few night of steady and good sleep were herf to stay but I guess I was wrong. It must have been just because I had been pretty sick and skipping out on sleep yp spend as many moments with Brandon as possible. (I will write about that later when I'm on a real computer ( Read more... )

It's official. I am back in good ol' Massachusetts. Back to the ice, snow, rain, and cold ( Read more... )

day after tomorrow...shit. my heart aches already.

As I previously mentioned I wanted to go to California for a couple months; that thought turned into reality on the 15th of October. I am beginning to believe that it is the best decision that I have made in my life thus far. I love the area, the people, the weather, the close proximity to the beach, and most importantly waking up to Brandon's ( Read more... )

"Keep your face to the sunshine and you will never see the shadows."

My new words to live by...no matter what those shadows may be I am turning away from them.

So I feel like writing in here on occasion may be good for me since I don't have a person I can tell everything to anymore. Though no one really uses Lj anymore (besides one or two exceptions) I doubt many, if any, people will read it. I am perfectly fine with that. Call this complaining, venting, talking to myself, what what have you. I feel like ( Read more... )

prom last night was absolutely amazing! everyone looked really nice. i felt too classy though haha ( Read more... )