I'm changing this to death. Cause everytime I type into this stupid thing it gets me closer to dying. And I am fucking serious. I need to vent I really do so here it goes.
hey hun! thats harsh! i dont want you to die though :( and ur SOOO NOT immature! u seem to be quite deep sorta like me! actually ur a LOT like me! so yea. . *hugs you! sorry theres really not much to say cuz i know alot of it ull think is. . . well dum? im not sure! i dunno! but im here for ya when ya wanna talk! ill give u my number if ya wanna talk sometime ok?
Hmm thank you so much! You don't understand how much this means to me... I just cant freaken take living anymore... im so fed up... I feel like crying even more but I dont even know what to do anymore... well im going to add you to this... love ya bunches and thanks.
Nicole...I love you gurl...shatteredheart5April 2 2005, 15:24:07 UTC
Hey gurlie...look, we've had a hard past but we've gotten thru it. and i love you. i love you like a sister. and im always here for you. always remember that. you're one of my closest friends. and i dont want anything to happen to you. NOTHING. and i guess there isnt much i can say about the kenny thing and your first love except follow your heart. just do what will make you happy...and kno im always here for you...i love you...call me whenever...362-2229. byes
Re: Nicole...I love you gurl...faded_youthApril 2 2005, 17:21:28 UTC
That really means a lot to me right now. I just don't know what to do anymore... im in a downward spiral... it sucks... but thank you so much for being here for me. Yah we had a yucky past and such but we are working through it. and it is becomming better. Well gtg Love you tons!
Re: Nicole...I love you gurl...shatteredheart5April 2 2005, 18:02:04 UTC
yea. anytime you need a shoulder to cry on im here. im here for anyone. And if you have the urge to actually comit suicide call me. im here no matter what time it is...
nicole , we have had our fair share of the horrible fucking times but you know ill always be there, ! there has NEVER been a time that ive never not been able to listen or talk to you when you need me to ! i love you like a sister your one of the coolest chicks when your not sad about guys listen guys are jerks not all of them but most of the .. it takes time i love you
I think you are making a big deal out of nothing. If you had been more mature about the way that you talked to him, you probably wouldnt be having these issues. I think you are really dramatic about things. Let go and live your life honey. You make things into a way bigger deal then they actually are. Look at whats giong on now with that kid and be like well, I know what I want and if things arent working then they arent. It makes shit alot easier to just not dwell on things.
Nicole i dont hate you, i dont hate anyone.. why do people say this.. everyone knows i cant be mad at anyone for more then 2 hours ... thats old okay.. i know.. everyone prolyl thinks im clinging.. but im not.. . i really dont care anymore.. thats the past.. i dont care about past.. this is the present.. the past isnt that real.. especially when its just about fighting.. i hate fighting
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thats harsh! i dont want you to die though :( and ur SOOO NOT immature! u seem to be quite deep sorta like me! actually ur a LOT like me! so yea. . *hugs you! sorry theres really not much to say cuz i know alot of it ull think is. . . well dum? im not sure! i dunno! but im here for ya when ya wanna talk! ill give u my number if ya wanna talk sometime ok?
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we have had our fair share of the horrible fucking times but you know ill always be there, ! there has NEVER been a time that ive never not been able to listen or talk to you when you need me to ! i love you like a sister your one of the coolest chicks when your not sad about guys listen guys are jerks not all of them but most of the .. it takes time i love you
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