So I'm pretty sure last night was one of the most awesome nights of my life, first I went to Becca's, there I played drunked jenga, and drunk candy land, and then people started to arrive. I had a blast, I finally got to meet mike too....but I was kinda too drunk to really talk to him. Then Nate came, I wish he would have came to chett's with me, ( Read more... )

Turned down again...I feel like I will be single forever. It scares me that everyone I am attracted to never is attracted to me. I fucking hate my mindset. I hate the fact that I want to fucking settle into a relationship rather than date. But it so hard not to when I think about my life in the long run. My life is exceptionally short compaired to ( Read more... )

Attention assholes, if you have fucking shit you fucking say it to my face, not behinde my back. So stop spreading bullshit fucking rumors of things you don't even know. This isn't highschool, grow the fuck up. Just because several people say something is true dosn't mean it is. SO FUCK YOU ALL AND GROW UP. You have a fucking problem with me, bring ( Read more... )

Seriously....you know who you are, stop fucking talking shit behinde my back and calling me a slut and a whore, fuck ya'll

These god pamphlet passing out guys kept trying to stop me at the cafe, so the guy stopped me and said "I think you should have one" and I said, "Funny, I think I shouldn't" and I walked away. Anyway Kat's a bitch because she told shit to Dave about me who's talking shit to everyone. I am also bored because everyone went home this weekend, so I'm ( Read more... )

I think I may become a hermit again, never leave my room, never talk to people, just like highschool, people just seem to hurt me anymore. How can anyone believe in love....well...how can I believe in love when every person I have showed affection towards have hurt me and brought me down. I'm starting to feel utterly alone again. Pittsburgh can't ( Read more... )

This is the first time I've been depressed on the Paxil.....and i feel completely worthless....used...dirty...and so fucked up, why is the constant in my life that anytime something gets perfect, its' fucked and ends up hurting me.

I'm not a virgin anymore ( Read more... )

P.s. I'm on academic probation...I hate IUP

I'm so damned wired right now, I can't sleep, I feel sorta dizzy, and I'm a tad hyper. I'm also kinda sore...but anyway, tonight was fun, Kathleen, John, Sara, Lara, Mike, and Abby for a little bit. Hung out and exchanged gifts at the beehive, went to slacker, then the beehive, then DQ, then the beehive again and had a blast. Then I walked to the T ( Read more... )