I really feel like I am about to break....all the anti-depressants in the world can save me from this consuming sadness that I seem to be inflicted on yet again. I have lost so many people, and mostly because they were eigther hurtful assholes, something I dunno what I did, or I fucked up and they wont forgive me. I am all alone, and I just ( Read more... )

I fucking love how people treat you like shit, and talk shit behind your back, and when you confront them on it, they make you the bad guy and say that you're an asshole. God I love people! It's sure wonderful to know who your true friends are. Man! I can't wait to be back in pittsburgh! Also I love how people don't fucking talk to you for over a ( Read more... )

Tonight fucking sucks....my room is hot as balls, I can't sleep....I have a 9:45 fucking math class tomarrow, and I am horny as fuck. I dont wanna have sex, I dont wanna make love.....I need fucked. Sometimes all you need in life is a good fucking to get you feeling right and good. God I need laid.....fuckin Indiana....

I had no strength to even get out of bed today. Why is it that everytime I find happiness in my life, things have to go so wrong. My sister is very very very sick. My mom issick and wont help herslef because of my sister's illnesses. My grandma is dying, and I didnt even get to fucking see her over spring break to say anything to her. Justin is ( Read more... )

Last night I had an STD scare.....I had hurt my gums last week, and they got really badly infected.....my friend Abby decided to pull a cruel joke on me as a way to teach me a lesson and got me to believe that I have Herpes. After going crazy last night and almost throwing myself out a window, I ran to pechan first thing this morning. I there found ( Read more... )

"One night last week, on the local news, I saw something about a town that was burning books-the usual suspects, the nigger-loving Huckleberry Finn, the rebelious Catcher in the Rye- and I wondered what these people wanted their children to read. And when they were interviewed, they all talked about the importance of a good education, but somehow F ( Read more... )

So I got my nose pierced today....they couldnt put a stud in so I have a ring, what ever though, this has inspired me to start saving up for ( Read more... )

I need to learn how to play the piano.....and see if I can try out for that band again....apparently I really can sing, just not when I am so nervous that I cannot udder a word haha. But yea.....I need to learn hwo to play

I never thought I would ever say this....but I am single and actually not minding it....I mean...I am going on a few dates with people, but I'm kinda happy having the option to look around and not be tied down to one person. I just wish all the guys who were interested in me weren't all from pittsburgh. I need to find someone at IUP, or atleast ( Read more... )

Help, I have done it again ( Read more... )