lost in the everyday mundane patterns ( Read more... )

how could I be so stupid, so blind ( Read more... )

How does one come to terms with something being over when you wish it weren't so?
When do the nights of waking up with sodden pillows stop?
How do you go through mementos... photos... tokens of affection and place them in hiding?
After so long how does one reshape and re-mold their life to eliminate something that was so significant?

I don't know ( Read more... )

like I don't know maybe a post.

Life is stable right now I guess.

I am sitting at 3 and a half months back home, living in my parents house isn't so bad really. It's not that I want to stay here forever but right now it is free, stable and I'm somewhat comfortable. I'm at 3 and a half months at the same job... I hate the people I work with and am ( Read more... )

I guess I just forget about LJ... or maybe my life is boring and I never have anything to say... sadly I am going to admit it is the latter and not the former ( Read more... )

I'm slipping again ( Read more... )

Everyone is breeding and prodicing litle replicas of themselves that, tough kind of gross at first, will probably grow up to be just as horrible as we are. Or they are getting married... whih jus leads to the whole breeding thing in itself ( Read more... )

they removed Sean's FaceBook today.

I feel like part of me is missing.

in 30 days ( Read more... )

The sun is shining today, and I thought of you. A breeze passed across my cheek, and I thought if you. I heard children laughing, and I thought of you ( Read more... )