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good bye my friend.
I had to put one of my cats down today. He passed on at 5:47pm.
I only had him for about two weeks. I rescued him from a friends house when my friend up and moved to BC. The house was, and always has been, kind of gutter punk filthy and apparently the cats never got water enough and were eating shitty food.
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"Sometimes we convey a desire for something we cannot have. This is unreciprocated love which is not love at all, but a yearning to experience a deeper aspect of the self. We yearn to feel complete, to be in relationship with someone who complements our soul, inspires us and brings out the best in us. We look for in others what we seek within ( Read more... ) -
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Ever since I was a kid the only thing that has been home to me is the stars... they are the only thing that has always been there for me. Sometimes they look different... a constellation faces a different direction, stars look brighter, different constellations are more visible than others... but they are always there ( Read more... ) -
25
- The usual TCP port for SMTP
- The atomic number of manganese
- The number of days (approximately) that takes the sun to do a complete rotation on itself
- A square number which is the sum of two square numbers.
- Is 5²: a critical point of awareness in ones life. Five is connected to sensual awareness in the form of the five senses as well as protection. It is ( Read more... )
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I think too much...
Saturday we all said farewell to Sean ( Read more... ) -
Shock
I woke up today with a start as my phone rang at 1:00pm, a full hour before my alarm usually goes off.
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On the other line, as I had guessed, is my bet fried Becca. Her reason for calling? To tell me that one of our good friends Sean Lineham has passed on. He apparently, from what we have all heard, took his own life on the 22nd.
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I've loved and loves been lost ( Read more... ) -
fuck
Aparently it had a virus... now I don;t download things and I don;t accept files over msn unless it's from someone I know well ( Read more... ) -
something my friend Alison wrote
I felt the smooth floor beneath my knees, and then the palms of my hands, and then it was pressed against the skin of my cheek. I hoped that i was fainting, but, to my disappointment i didn't lose consciousness. The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under ( Read more... ) -
a little story... maybe some insight.
I took my first drink when I was 12. My second cousin Amanda and I stole 4 wine coolers from my great aunt (her grandmothers) basement and we went down to the river by the zoo to consume them. We took it slow with the first two bottles of our drinking lives but after that things moved a little faster. She and I stole alcohol all summer from any ( Read more... )