lau's right..i gotta become a selfish bitch and not give a SHIT
sad..for someone else..once again. she's right. i gotta do for me.

okay.. nicole's moving away and kathy's a kriller and i want to be completely drug free and i'm happy this kid came back into my life because i needed a friend like him so bad and he makes me feel good about myself and better when i'm with him. goodnight...

When I fall, I fall hard. It's just how I do. I don't necessarily fall often..just hard. It's been what, 4? Regardless. I can still see your face when I close my eyes. I still get tears in my eyes and an aching pain inside of me when I think of you. I will still never understand our relationship..how we got to where we were. How I felt the ( Read more... )

nothing really
matters changes..anyone can see
nothing really
matters changes to meeeeeeeeeee
any way the wind blows.

i do miss him i really do. and i can't stand it the way it is, to be with him two days in a row and believing everything he says over and over again..and then BANG you just disappear like i'm nothing.. im gonna fight for you YEAH RIGHT what's there to fight for..a fuckin disappearing act ( Read more... )

i miss him so much ( Read more... )

hiya..soo my birthday's in like..a week and a day and everything's so different than last year ( Read more... )

ok..i like albie a whole lot i really care about him ( Read more... )

i miss you nic.
but i can't...

i wish he meant it.
but he didn't...

i wish i didn't hurt.
but i do...

i wish he meant it.

i don't know..i like this one..
i do i do

he looks like peter pan and he laughs like a pothead
it works.

ok.