so i realized i write in this thing now only i think when i'm premenstrual ( Read more... )

In every heart there is a room ( Read more... )

ok..so i'm a bitch.

a straight up cunt bitch.
i don't know what i want.
i don't wanna hurt anyone.

i'm getting straight a's though.
yay me!

ok sooo i think i want a relationship.
but every time i get there i dont want it anymore.
and i don't know anymore if it's them or if it's me.

arghhh..

i dont know what to think about him ( Read more... )

my father woke up out of his sleep
said
and i quote-
"fuck this, fuck that, fuck me, fuck you"
and went back to sleep

omg i'm leaving in like 20 minutes
and i'm a little nervous
12 hour flight..
jen, yekie and lau lau in the middle east for 2 weeks?
yella.

shalom habibis

when i think about someone i like, being with/liking someone else,
i get crazy upset and jealous...

but then i go out and hook up with other people. so what kind of fucking person does that make me???

i'm so grossed out by me.
fuck 2006.
and fuck you too, if you don't give a shit than neither do i.

i let ONE of them get under my skin and then go and fuck it up with the ones that could be good ( Read more... )

and fuck christmas
i have bruises all over me
and i don't know what the fuck went on last night.
but i am so so so sick of this..
getting so wrecked i can't remember anything
i just really reeeeally didn't want to be by myself for the holidays.
and look- it's christmas eve and i'm all fucking alone.

i'm like a broken record in the morning
if you're tired and you know it go to sleep *yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn*
but yesterday was a good day..even if i couldn't sleep til after 4.