THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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1. Copy the list to your blog.
2. Bolden the things that hold true for you.
3. Unbolded things are false.

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01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've ( Read more... )

So stupid me thought that my life was slowly getting better, but of course once i thought that it was getting better someone comes along and knocks me back on my ass BIG TIME. Its either something to do with brandon or my family and quite fankly i'm fucking sick of it. I sware its like everybody gets together and designates there crap on me day. ( Read more... )

Well i haven't written anything in a few days so i figured maybe i should say something.... something. hahahahaha ya i'm a dork. Anyways its been a while since i've talked to anyone online... its like once school starts all you kiddies disappear. You're like roaches when the lights come on. As you may or may not have already guess i'm in an ok mood ( Read more... )

It's been a full 3 hours since brandon left his house. I have no clue exactly where he went and now that i've tried to call his cell it just goes straight to his voicemail. I have no clue why it's doing that and its starting to freak me out. I have no clue whether he's ok or not. I hate not knowing. I don't want to call his hosue because i don't ( Read more... )

For those of you who know me.... that's just spooky considering i just randomly pick a name.

Yet another day goes by and nothing has really changed in this life of mine. It's been 3 long ass weeks hasn't it? I mean jeez can someone throw me a fuckin' bone here? I'd settle for things to be ok right now. Ok would be awesome. I'm not even asking for good, hell i know that's just asking a bit too much. Maybe i bitch too much about everything, ( Read more... )

I had a drama free weekend with Brandon. It was really great! That's all i have to tell right now....

So tomorrow is my brother Rico's 1st birthday and my dad is having a little party thing for him. Now any normal person would invite there daughter to come to it simply because the child is her brother. BUT since i haven't spoken to my dad in oh i don't know almost two months now he probably won't even call me and ask me if i'd like to go. Lord ( Read more... )