man. i knew this was long coming, and i knew somewhere inside me that it was true ( Read more... )

well, i ran into kyle yesterday (not with a car, stephen). it was interesting. i hadn't spoken to him in like 9 months, and we didn't end well (not badly, just not well). and yesterday, we talked as if we had seen each other last week. like nothing strange had happened. hmm, i recall some bad shit, but, hey, in the end, i realized that our ( Read more... )

well, if you didn't already know, amsterdam is a fucking amazing city. from the second we arrived in the city, it was absolutely beautiful and... fucking cold... this is our second full day in the city, and it just started snowing, rather harder than it was snowing in berlin. i don't have much time (i am at an internet terminal in the bulldog ( Read more... )

december 7/8 ( Read more... )

just got back from central london, so fucking wasted... i can hardly write ( Read more... )

um, i don't know how to say this, but kira and i have a history. uncomfortable. somehow molestation got uncomfortably involved..
that's horrible.. that's really bad... but i guess i blocked it all out... i don't even remember kira from those fine days of my youth,.. i mean, she was 13 and i was 8
. come on

it really hard for me to picture carolyn anymore. i can't place her face anymore (her hair yes, but not the face..). i can also place two other physical parts of her.. : her belly curve and her butt... and that's it. it's really strange how things go... i learn and remember by seeing very well (partially photographic memory) but certain things ( Read more... )

well, things have been going, well, i guess. school is flying by. i leave for europe in 4 weeks. i am really busy with school and work as always ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
(got this from a good friend)

well, i had this dream this morning, and although i kept waking up because i knew i had some homework to do, it continued when i fell back asleep ( Read more... )