well, i don't know how i am feeling. i feel kinda unhappy, especially coming home today, i didn't really want to do anything. i have plans for the evening (drinking with some people from work) but i am trying to get myself out of it because i don't feel like going anymore. i know i should because it will be really fun, but i dunno. i am ( Read more... )

this is the first time i have decided to take the fortune from a fortune cookie to heart. i got this one today with my yummy chinese food:
let reality be reality

well, i am going to finish up the day now. after getting back from talking to carolyn, i read the email that she sent me (which i think i said was quite angry). i responded with the following email and then she replied back ( Read more... )

well, i ran in to carolyn today at school, and we talked for like 30 min... here is a basic run through of it ( Read more... )

well, here goes ( Read more... )

i forgot to write something.. in fact it was the reason i wanted to write tonight ( Read more... )

i haven't posted in a while because, well, i haven't felt the need. but now i guess i want to say some stuff ( Read more... )

well, i got by from our quarterly store meeting, but this time, since we have a new store manager, and she is also the manager of south coast, we had to bring our whole group over there for all the "fun". anyways, we have lots of pizza, yumminess, chatting for a while, then boring boring stuff. we're changing around a lot of shit at the store ( ( Read more... )

closeness, companionship, just plain having a girlfriend. i am pretty much over the whole carolyn thing (i mean that, even though carolyn still and always will have a special place in my heart, i have gotten over having her has a girlfriend, having her as a friend, having her close by). i guess i mean that i now need (i don't really know if i ( Read more... )

well, yesterday was interesting... i got some free tickets to see queens of the stone age on the jimmy kimmel live show (some tv show that airs on abc every weeknight at 12:05 am). anyways, i had 4 tickets, so i arranged for some people to go (stephen, his friend andre, and my friend from work, jeff). we left lake forest at 3:45 to pick up jeff ( Read more... )