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Journaling
Nearly forgot to journal this week as there has been so much going on. I met one couple that wanted to play but am pretty sure that I have scared them off. Or Steve and I both did, who knows. Oops
There is another couple here locally and the husband has stated that he wants me to be the third. He formed a group chat with myself and his wife and ( Read more... ) -
Self admiration
What do I admire today as I stand naked in front of the mirror?
My eyes. Even though they don’t do sexy or smoldering looks when I want them to, they are pretty and kind.
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Self admiration
What do I admire today as I stand naked in front of the mirror?
Today I have to go mental instead of physical because I’m not seeing anything I want to admire today. Nor the point of the task, I know, but I don’t want to skip it again.
I admire my determination. I don’t give up easily on just about anything and I’m proud of that. I not a quitter.
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Self admiration
What do I admire today as I stand naked in front of the mirror?
My calves. My calves look great in heels and boots. I love to show them off in pics of legs and heels. I’ll have to do more of those.
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Journaling
Things are switching and I’m starting to think California is doing me a world of good. I have my partner, I have my Sir, and I have other loved ones all around. I am approaching this cautiously because I have been this excited before and it didn’t really pan out, but I think the difference this time is that I won’t let it not pan out. I need a lot ( Read more... ) -
Self admiration
What do I admire today as I stand naked in front of the mirror?
My tattoos. Each and every one tells a story about where I was in my life at a specific time. Whether they are symbolic or just something I liked they tell a story. The story of me.
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Self admiration
What do I admire today as I stand naked in front of the mirror?
My boobs. Even though my nipples are gone since my surgery, my boobs still provide me with something fun to look down to while I go through my day.
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Self admiration
What do I admire today as I stand naked in front of the mirror?
My lips. I have always loved my lips. I believe that may be the one constant thing throughout my life. Today I stand and admire them before I get ready for work.
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Self admiration
What do I admire today as I stand naked in front of the mirror?
My skin. I love my freckles and scars, everything that makes my look “my look”.
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Try again
I am trying the D/s thing again after taking a bit of a break. New Dom, new rules, new goals . . .
I keep allowing myself to be sidetracked from this and I want to stop falling into that pattern. My daughter put it best when she said today that I need to take care of someone and have them rely on me but I have an equal need to be kept in line and be ( Read more... )