I seem to be making many post about 'how far i ve come' etc. the reason is that is was just such a turn around. i guess you dont realise how miserable you were until your happy ( Read more... )

With a busy year looming ahead of me. where i am to be responsible with money and time and fit so much in ( Read more... )

It's not mine anymore.
it's strange but I guess I've moved on.
it's sad and great at the same time.

Do you ever feel the need just to kiss someone or something just to express feeling so happy? Your so full of love for everything in the world past present and future you just need to have the smallest point of contact to spill all this love and joy into something. This makes it real. I am spinning all these wonderful memories and hopes flooding my ( Read more... )

I'm sat at my desk actually doing my work and i look up and see the faces of my friends and family looking at me. My parents the two most giving wonderful people i ve ever met looking their best on their wedding day, i know they are back home sleeping in front of the tv by now and i love them. my brother with all his strange but lovable ways i miss ( Read more... )

yeah....

 "yesterday I lost my closest friend"

I dont regret our friendship. I wouldn't take back anything. I'm not even ashamed to say that sometimes I actually miss you. Shame your a bitch that doesnt deserve me. It could have been beautiful...it was beautiful...but you can never let anything stay that way.

Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart ( Read more... )

 i cant sleep...I am just so fucking annoyed hurt and disappointed with so many things ( Read more... )

 seeing my dad lying in that hospital bed is the worst thing i think i ve ever seen ( Read more... )

 A week to go before I begin my new amazing life with louis ( Read more... )