It has been quite the ride the last 5 and a half years. but time is here to move on to pastures and blogs anew.
love always
t xx

Fuck me dissertations are both incredible and mentally exhausting. i am very stressed but somehow i m at that beyond stress calm kind of state at the moment its rather strange...i cannot wait til they are all done and i am free. I got good grades for last semester and i got accepted onto courcese at susses sheffield and york. i think i m going to ( Read more... )

not even gonna go into details of the last few months: people have died, tom cass' boyfriend is an unbearable ass hat and swing night went well. there you go have a summery ( Read more... )

I think things have come to a turning point with me. When you are in school your always just looking ahead to getting through the next set of hurdles, mostly just to get to uni. In the first two and a half years o uni you just look to graduation. Now i am staring down the whole entirety of my life in the face. The best way i can describe it is that ( Read more... )

Well it was a predictable thing now I stand back and look. I am such a fool, I cant believe i ever dared to hope. I cant make out if it was a combination of my own idiocy and hope that twisted what he said to me in my head or whether he did actually lead me on. Both maybe, i just dont want to think of it in all its facets of humiliation, anger and ( Read more... )

well think its all starting to blow over, going home and getting some distance is good. I am looking forward to returning for kats birthday. I am definitely looking forward to seeing tj again :) hes really lovely, made me feel a lot better last sunday, i was very glad i decided to go out. I finally stopped wallowing ( Read more... )

I guess i have felt it coming for weeks...that nasty sensation of the walls closing in. tonight it hit me at work, that horrible sense of despair, irrational and too black to see out of. i was so close to doing something stupid, i still might. everything feels like its about to fail, i m really scared work isnt going well....i dont understand why ( Read more... )

i havnt for once got much to say. I am just really happy and hes the reason. I am so lucky and i know it i m going to relish every second i have with him
xx
ps my dreads are looking good :)

so i told him about jamie...and he just listened and kissed me ( Read more... )

I'm happy but I'm also not sure how to feel. I guess i just never expected this to happen. I mean I, with the exception of Adam, never end up with someone I actually think is amazing. He's so out of my league, hes so talented and funny, hes such a lovely person i m scared I'll break him ( Read more... )