I have never loved someone so much before that it sometimes physically hurts not to be with them. This sounds absolutely rediculous I know... I have turned into that girl I hate. But honestly, when you love someone so much and they are just so blind to it at times, makes me want to scream ( Read more... )

Well... I am 2 and 2. Done with 2 of my four finals and it feels pretty good; although I feel relatively meh about it. Yesterday my speech final only took me 15 minutes to take. My other final, photojournalism, was a take home and we were supposed to have our final critique in class. Well I got there and John just said, "Turn your final in and ( Read more... )

There are times in my life when I feel like I am going just about nowhere, even though I making every motion of moving forward... lately has been one of those times ( Read more... )

I choose this as my subject line because I received and e-mail this morning from a professional contact I have and she said my internship sounds like "a plum assignment." It made me laugh. Weird that such a little thing makes me happy ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those moments where you just want to SCREAM? Have you ever wanted to scream specifically at someone and then cry?

Damn finals week and damn being in the f*cking computer lab, where I can't scream or cry.

There are times I hate _________. (Fill in the blank)

Sooo my subject line comes from class tonight. But it really doesn't have much to do with anything and yet it has something to do with everything ( Read more... )

So, I will be the first to admit it, I am a news junkie. I can honestly spend hours per day reading news on the web. Yahoo is my homepage so I get their newsfeeds as soon as the page loads. Anyhow... today there were two stories that caught my eye that I'd like to share ( Read more... )

I feel like I am floating about day to day and doing what I need to do to get by but not really living. I have felt numbness for a while now and I just feel like I need to wake up. It is very weird if you ask me. I also had a dream that a friend of mine told me they were getting married to a person I have never met and they have only been dating ( Read more... )

In the past week or so I've been doing a lot of reflecting in my life. Assessing what and who is important to me, how they are important and in what way. And then I hung out with one of my best friends yesterday and a conversation we had got me thinking some more. And then last night on AIM a comment got me thinking even more than before. (God ( Read more... )

Someday ( Read more... )