it just really hit me that it's almost been 3 fuckin months since i've been home, 86 days to be exact. god...that's such a long time. i'm so scared that when i go home in a 12 days nothing will be the same. i'm scared that when i go hang out with my friends there'll be awkward silences and that it'll be uncomfortable because we don't all know ( Read more... )

so i just dropped Jose off for his first night working the graveyard shift at the Hyatt. i keep telling myself that it's money that we really need, and that it's what needs to be done...but yea...that didn't stop me from crying on the way home. i know i sound like such a tool, but it's hard and kind of creepy. i don't like being alone at night, ( Read more... )

so since today is the first Jose's food stamp card that his mom sent us gets refilled and we get to use some of it to go shopping. I'm so stoked...we ran out of food and money towards the end of October and haven't really been eating very much. Last night was...interesting to say the least. Us and this geeky gamer guy Guu and this gay kid Jose ( Read more... )

so tonight we're going to a Halloween Dance that my school is putting on. we're going an hour late cause Jose wants to watch Heroes, and from my experience with high school dances, no one goes on time ever. he's going as a "bandito", he looks silly, and i'm going as his french maid...idk how he talked me into dressing like a skanker. he thinks ( Read more... )

at least according to that last journal entry...sweeeet

i used to have a livejournal, and for that matter a deadjournal, but then years past and i forgot all about both. then i looked at my best girl mishe's AIM profile and saw the link for her livejournal and it made me miss being able to rant and rave online. yea...i'm wicked emo, so that's fair warning. i live in Incline Village, NV...Lake Tahoe ( Read more... )