I can keep smiling.

your seriously the only one that keeps me smiling!!!!

Thank you,
my Internet Girlfriend!

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my new bong stoke!!!


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 i woke up with rain drops  falling from my roof top outside my window.
I love the rain. The sound, the smell, the weather...
It makes my day feel cooler...and full of energy..
Its always nice to wake up in a gray atmosphere...everything seems to be in between...


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here i go again...buzzing from being intoxicated...
every night always ends the same way somehow
and im literally walking with you, you beautiful soul!

i took speakers for my ipod today at k mart.
i'm satisfied with music lingering in my home.
i listen, relate, feel, jam.

( sometimes i get too obsess with my body and sometimes disgusted..i found out my tripod can be as tall as me and so i took pictures of me :) )

day ?????
its been like this for months or weeks?
can't keep the count going. all i know its been a lot, every night and sometimes day.
i love having a place on my own...
i can't wait to have it fix my way, my style...
thanks to kyle, he bought me alcohol
made myself a vodka punch. and also burning my way there.
( he said he would fuck me but i won't let him! )

my cousin came over tonight.
we burn i burn and burn..
im now eating bibs snack pack...awsome dessert.

So high
i can't pass a day without smoking.
I'm addicted

and here's to my Yesterday
i took pictures..
finally!


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I can't sleep without taking a "hit" before i tuck myself to bed anymore. Im a drug addict my mother would say. "Your a drug addict, You smoke marijuana!," in her stupid filipino accent.
I don't believe it's a drug. It's a plant that makes me feel...high :). I don't think there's anything wrong with it. I was against this thing before...I,..met ( Read more... )

I'm back to what i call the "goonies.."
i don't like it here but this is what my parents asked for.
    I  left my studio.
I miss there. The white walls.
Echo.
My little place.
    I just Need to think positive.
Moving back will help me save money.
Help my parents.
Be closer to everything.

i don't know what else to think
feel...

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