so far this week ive had my life pretty much set infront of me ( Read more... )

who decided that american pluralism would be a good class for me?

argh! oh well ... i have to deal with it now ... see what i get for thinking i was smart ... haha ... never again!

fuck family history crap!

im trying hard to not hate being at school, but its hard when even now im home and i hate it there and here and i want to cry and i know thats not helping when really all i want is to make friends ... i hate not knowing people and not being able to do anything... i feel like im never going to have anything to do and my worst fear is being lonely ( Read more... )

why is it that the last two weeks of summer have to suck oh so very badly ... working all the time, babysitting all the time ... wtf is with that ... i never wanted to not spend time with allie and trina but no ... the only day i had any free time was friday and allie was at northern and i didnt know when she was coming back ... i know ... no ( Read more... )

I decided that Im completely manic or just really paranoid and neurotic probably just paranoid and neurotic because Im not that manic whatever Im mad for stupid reasons and I just dont get why ( Read more... )

hmmm ... i guess theres alot to say ... i dunno what to say right now though ... im sick and tired at the moment ... eric got me sick who i think got it from neal who got it from kristen cuz she was sick ... so yea ... im not 100% on that but its my theory ... i woke up this morning and wanted to die ... i couldnt swallow and i just wanted to lay ( Read more... )

I would start this off saying I’m bored at work, but seeing as how a lot of my blogs say that I’m not going to.

In June when I was planning out my summer, I was saying how awesome July 8th through the 18th would be. It is now July 15 and it’s not been as great as I had planned.

The 8th was my party, the good things about that was I got a lot ( Read more... )

i hate today

i hate parties

i hate my stupid family

so im sitting here at work watching oprah and all i have to say is people are fucking retarded and the fact that im sooooo glad this week is over ... granted its not like its going to get ne better seeing as how i have nothing to do ... ever ... maybe ill go downtown tomorrow and do more job searching ... im trying to hold off untill im 18 cuz then ( Read more... )

im so glad i do not work all day in this damn office ... there is nothing to do and im uber bored ... espically today 9 - 8 with an hour for lunch ... meh ... i guess its okay just sitting around doing nothing and getting paid for it right? well yea but i could be doing something with my friends ... or getting some well needed sleep ... meh ( Read more... )