so today was eventful ... as summers been ... i dont even know where i last left off with these blogs ... but all i know is i went job hunting, kinda failed at that .. but im really not all that worried if i dont get a job right away ... i mean ... figure out school first right? i dunno ... we shall see hopefully all goes as planned ... but ne ways ( Read more... )

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so dispite the fact that alot of people dont like me those people dont really matter ne ways ... but despite that ive noticed that alot of people think im completely awsome ... i dont really know why ... but hey if u think im awsome then thats great ... i like being liked so ( Read more... )

summer = complete awsomeness so far ... i cant even explain to u how flipping awsome the past 4 weeks have been ... can u imagin that its been 4 weeks and i still have 2 more months to go? haha ... so exciting

as of late ive been spending alot of time withthe same people ... which is okay with me because they are completely awsome and i dont usually ( Read more... )

so ive been out of school since the 18th of may so its been 3 weeks ... right? something like that ... well ne ways ... its been the most amazing 3 weeks ... babysitting and working kinda suck but u know ... it happends ... and i have to make money somehow dont i ? well ... ne ways ... 3 weeks without freaking out is a good thing ... i dont think ( Read more... )

so im going to get up early in the morning and finish my invites ... or those that i can ... take a trip to the post office and mail them out ... then i will take a shower ... go to work and probably go see omen with neal ... hopefully ( Read more... )

im sorry ( Read more... )

well it happend

i started to care again

now i remember why i liked not caring

everytime i dont care i forget why its so bad to care again

then shit hits me and it fucking sucks

im just so exausted

maybe things will calm down ....

soon?

eventually?

nOW!? please :(

so ive been in a realitivly good mood for about a week now ... i dont know what it is from really ... but it could be from any of these things ( Read more... )

argh ... im so freaking angry ... just at myself ... no one else ... and not for stupid dramatic reasons this time either ... this is just plain old anger ... im so unorganized and so stressed and schools not even in anymore ... i thought it was supposed to get easier once school got out ... no ... now i have a whole different shit load of crap i ( Read more... )