well the summer has come for the saint joes and argo seniors ... and probably some other schools too but right now that really doenst matter ... for my summit crew everything will be different this year ... the 6 of us are not longer the 6 of us ... we are broken up and have been for a while ... its been me and lauren, lauren and vinnie, vinnie and ( Read more... )

after u get over the pain of it all u realize that being friends is fine ... and being a flirt is fine ... sometimes i want everything to be straight forward and out in the open but sometimes its better for things to be left inside ... i know what i feel and thats what matters ... i like how things are now ... im not going insane and im not ( Read more... )

this is the caitlin i know and love ( Read more... )

im better ( Read more... )

i dont know what i would do without my allie ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder why the hell i do the things i do ... i need to calm the fuck down ... seriously ... and i just cant ... i freak ... and i cant help it ... even taking deep breaths at this point and trying not to cry isnt calming me down ... usually that helps a little ... why cant i think like a normal logical human being ... it doesnt even ( Read more... )

this is going to be short and sweet mostlikely considering my battery is going to die ... it all started the other day when i freaked cuz i thought jon was mad at me ... i shouldnt do that to myself ... i know better ... really i do ... but thats okay im good now ... but thats beside the point ... the point is that i freaked and was crying and then ( Read more... )

well yesterday was hysterical ... and im sure most of the people who read this have already heard this story ... but yesterday after school kevin met me at my house and we headed to the junkyard to go look for parts for his car ... so we wandered for a little bit and then for some odd reason we ended up back at my house and my dad got pissed for ( Read more... )

so spring break was utterly amazing ... i mean alot of it did suck ... but getting to meet the greatest guy on earth and all didnt lol ... so yea ... my dads being a bitch and all ... i mean ... i understand hes sick and doesnt feel good ... but if he would just realize that maybe he would be able to breathe if he just stopped smoking for five ( Read more... )

im finally deciding to update in somewhat of detail .. i found it funny how i went to my friends list thing and the only people who have updated are al and chris ... thats okay i like reading thier entires lol ... so im in a really good mood ... i guess alots happend since i really updated ... ummm i believe i talked about the whole greg getting ( Read more... )