meghan and i are allive and well. more updates later with pictures of our fucking amazing apartment!
-Cara

i can't really explain my feelling. scared, excited, mental, fucking numb, retarted, sly, eager. all of them. for the past 6 years i've yelled about leaving here and now look where i am, leaving here and scared out of my mind. this is it. my life starts now. i'm not my parent's life anymore. whenever any of you miss me. think about how many people ( Read more... )

i have a new cell phone number it's 386.986.8984. i will be taking this phone up to columbus with me and it's the only thing i'll have to be reached by. besides livejournal of course.
love, cara

name = Cara Allyn Mia Cesaro ( Read more... )

this week is going to go by so quickly and i can already feel it. good things have been seeping through the cracks lately. im satisfied with people, life, and most situations ( Read more... )

i remembered a few things last night that were important to me about four years ago and it scared the fuck out of me. i also realized that sex is what it is. it will never change, we'll just keep growing more and more knowledge of it. but while this happens there's in clock inside me that clicks and i don't know how to make the noise stop. i can't ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. ( Read more... )

i woke up really early this morning, maybe because my mind was spinning when i fell asleep. i got a postcard in the mail yesterday from prague. thanks. i can't believe how anxious i am for everything to happen all at once. the only reason why i want it to is because i feel like i've been sitting here wasting time for the past six years and finally ( Read more... )

so, i'm really happy right now with my life. i can't wait until january and i can't think about much more. the weather's cooling down and i feel different. fuck. i'm happy.

everyone looked really cute before homecoming at michelles house. im really glad im not in highschool anymore i would give anything to take those awkward years out of my life ( Read more... )