im re-thinking my school situation. i dont regret not moving to st. pete but ive been regretting not going to aveda for about a month now. this isnt exactly what i expected and at least if i had moved i would have met new people and maybe could have possibly been happier. i really hate how that one choice could dictate the rest of my life. i ( Read more... )

Last night for the first time in about 9 months i cried. I've been really fed up with a lot of things lately. I drove home with the windows down on A1A bursting my eardrums with my favorite song, singing at the top of my lungs. I honsetly know Christin will always be in my life. Whenever I'm feeling like shit (like yesterday) she can say anything ( Read more... )

Flavor Flav is my hero.

It's been 8 days non-stop that I've been listening to every Tori Amos cd I own. I keep falling in love with my own statements that presumably make them fall in love with me. I can't help but to want to see your face or even hold my lips close to your cheek. Last night opened my eyes and made me wish for something I've never really wanted before. If ( Read more... )

i just got my power back on. its been 6 fucking days.

i will never take advantage again!

i want to go on vacation.
i have a new screen name it's MadameBovaryandi
you may add me if you like.
goodluck with everything
fuck hurricanes
love always cara

I'm leaving in four hours for Michigan. I'll be there until the 23rd. I hate posting about the hurricane, but I have to say it did nothing to me up here in hell whole palm coast. We only lost powe for a few hours and it was during the wee hours of the morning. I'm tired and I have not yet even packed or gotten ready for this. I can't wait to see ( Read more... )

Dear Polly Jean Harvey,
I want to make love to your music for the rest of my life. Thank you for the inspiration.
The best fuck you'll ever have.

tirzah just wrote this in her journal ( Read more... )

i miss christin.
tonight i went to sapporros and drank perrier and smoked for her, just like the first night we hung out.
i told the story tonight of my last night in new york when haley and i stood outside waiting to buy cupcakes from magnolia. i can't help but think.