tyler, david, and i went to crazy horse last saturday. i heart strip clubs. so how about we sit down and a couple of minutes later this couple rushes out of the club. i notice from the back of the guy's head that it was casey. i started cracking up and told the guys. tyler confronted him in the parking lot to say hello but casey got all tough guy ( Read more... )

ok so the medication is working and i am feeling like myself again. the problem is that it is affecting me sexually a little bit... i beat the insomnia side effect so it's only a matter of time before i conquer this. classes are good but i am to poor to afford the photography class. i am going to have to drop it. hopefully i can get more hours at ( Read more... )

got my job back at party city and went to my college orientation... uh...my brother and his fiance were in town. i got to see my granda margie. that was cool. but i went to the regular doctor today about depression. i am on cymbalta now .. and for the second time in a year i have been diagonosed with severe depression... yay.

my world is changing again... i feel like im in control as most human being do, but something large is out of my hands. i stumbling across my path right now. i am going through an identity crisis and my friends are alternating again. i don't know where i belong. im stuggling with faith...i start my new job today. i am so confused what do with my ( Read more... )

so i was on my way to nc... but before mom could pick me up to spend the night i decided it would be good idea to drink. after about 4 or so shots in like 2 hours, tyler calls me to go out. he wants to go to the strip club with dave and i... i also decided this is a good idea and sneak too more shots. the new plan was to be dropped off at mom late ( Read more... )

yeah thats right.. my brother is getting shipped out at the end of august to fight bush's war. thats practically a death sentence as far as i am concerned. his head is full of pride for his country.. that's doing the right thing and fighting the good fight.. brain washed. and if he ends up on dieing and hidden from the list of offical deaths.. ( Read more... )

this journal is dead to me.

hmm, quick update? why sure ( Read more... )

well i got shit squared away with me and mom and dave and i are doing awesome. hurray. ok so things have never better... i'm lined up a secretary job, open interviews at chrysler dealer ship monday and tuesday, making 7 bucks an hour now part time, i have complete freedom ( Read more... )

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