i'm not going to explain what happened. instead, i offer you incite into my day today. i got up for the sunrise for the 3rd day in the row. but today there was impending rain. what a waste. dave and i check on his plants. he made a few more phone calls but there are no jobs for him without getting a CNA certificate. i called BC3 about some classes ( Read more... )

i cried, u fucked. how can you not think of me when fucking him? nice to know you guys can incorporate me into sex with my own boyfriend...

over the last couple of days i have been studying up on tantric sex. apparently, i was already doing the majority of what it teaches. so i have decided to give up my atheism to be come trantic. i already found the breathing excerizes and yoga a great remedy for my current distress. i have even notice the deeper connection with dave. unfortunetly, ( Read more... )

so how about dave's mother took me shopping yesterday. we went to go get me some new sneakers because she was tired of staring at my purple ones from four years ago. on the way to clearview mall i saw the good will and asked if we could go to goodwill sometime to buy me some new college clothes. she's like, "lets go now!" so we did. i got an orange ( Read more... )

i had a blast. i kissed my crush and everyone else too! bwa ha. thats all i have to say about that.

i'm just being stupid and i don't care. past is past.

my grad party is this saturday. if any one needs directions or you still need to RSVP then PLEASE lemme know tomorrow!!!!
bring your suits and towels if weather permits. it will be running from3 until 10 or later, when ever any one feels like leaving. cya there!

last night the fear finally hit me again... the i'm poor, alone, and i don't know how to pay for college fear. *sighs* i couldn't sleep over it last night nor eat this morning. i have two forms from a month ago i've just now started on. the one is about if i am really a legal resident of pa because some moron at FAFSA told me to put down my dad's ( Read more... )

ANGER ( Read more... )

so how about i spent the last 10 days in north carolina. the first 6 were spent on top of a mountain taking in the simplier joys of life. we went gem mining, so i had a promise ring custom made for dave. also tammy took me see horses and then on the tour of the local antique shops. one has an viewing casket from the 1800 with the skeleton from a ( Read more... )