i hate it

tired and bored out of my mind i can hardley keep my eyes open, i just want to go to home and go to bed, but I know i have belly dancing class

i stress out about not knowing my status with the people i am near

are we friends, or arent we?

do you miss me when I am gone, or do you even notice?

do i miss you, or am i just going through the motions?

do i miss the times when i knew, or do i just wish i did?

weekend is going to be marvelous, because I will either stop thinking about him or at least get a better perspective

I got facebook, but lj will always be my first love,

love, that makes me think of someone, who occupys a lot of my thoughts, i hate times like these, the whole thought invasion

its complicated, thats bullshit

there is nothing like throwing up into a plastic bag when you havent even drank a single drop of alcohol to make you really depressed

and there is nothing like a cousin who is a loser to piss you right the fuck off

i need to call elise

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i stayed up late last night to see a certain someon and i dont think it is going anywhere, so i am thinking that i am just going to sleep for now on

he is really cute

im anxious for everyone else's stories

i am feeling despondent right now because i dont think im getting attention from who i want but i am from people i dont know, college is like life it seems for me

my mom is here and she is driving me insane but she will be gone soon and i can work on my art all day

i love my dorm on thursday nights

i dont love lots of other things though

i think i may finally, after all these years, feel like this is where im supposed to be, i miss my friends but maybe i needed them not tobe there so i wouldnt describe myself in terms of them