i seek and i destroy?

ikea rocks

i always do this thing to hurt myself but im soo fucking addicted and every single time, it fucking hurts, its like i do it to remind myself that no one is what they seems but that is just so damn cynical that i just cant remember it because i don't want to so every single time i feel comfortable with something, i do this, to remind myself, to ( Read more... )

i love live journal fuck myspace (though it is fun to stalk ppl)

apparently the new heels are fucking hot, but i think im down with that

friday: nails, mall, rehersal, flowers
saturday: wedding
Sunday: work, sushi, club
Monday: work (with the hottie, who think i may be in love with, who clearly does not feel the same, let me kill myself)

ARI sent me Atlas Shrugged, how fucking psyched am I?

I HEART AYN RAND

i am so fuckin done with school, and i have three huge stat projects to do and no ambition to do them

and i have to make the jewlery for the wedding, fuck ya jess!

custom helix friday night
x's on my hands last night
getting made fun of by nick at work today: fucking priceless

wondering how to make a certain someone notice me: worth anything

myspace fucking sucks, my life fucking suxks

what the fuck!

Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest?

im so tired and it just wont stop

its a great day to be alive i know the suns still shining when i close my eye theres some hard times in the neighborhood but why cant every day be just as good?
sometimes im falling, desperatley calling out and out to you

i wonder how it is that i can think about one thing for so long when i dont have the staying power for anything else