Possibly the biggest thing ever has happened in my life thus far. (This is not an exaggeration.)(No, I'm not pregnant.) Thought LJ and by extension people should know.

In other news, I dropped one and a half E yesterday and exploded slightly and said many many horrible things about menstruation on the phone to Sam.

the follies of youth!

ATTN: INTERNET

KATHERINE PAYNTER STOLE MY SCREENNAME

SHE IS TO BE SHOT ON SIGHT

If I could have been there from the beginning if I could be there right now ( Read more... )

Was supposed to travel up to Bristol today to see Katie. I called her this morning and she was with so many other people it somewhat highlighted the isolation of my existence. She asked what I'd been up to (well, she didn't, but I told her anyway) and she described it as 'sad'. By this she means pathetic. I am pathetic. I am self-pitying and self- ( Read more... )

Argh.. I don't even know where to fucking start. I'm so fucking sick of this complete, utter social isolation; I am sixteen years old and apparently I am supposed to be enjoying my youth, going out, mixing with others, partying, taking drugs, acting like a moron etc etc (the last two are in no way synonymous, before I sound like someone off a D.A.R ( Read more... )

marginal/jon's is confirmed to have died, I dont know what the fuck to say.

[cinematic razor sharp:welcome arrow through the heart ] says:
i fucking hate you right now .
[cinematic razor sharp:welcome arrow through the heart ] says:
get out of my fucking life

the persistence of loss, m's gone (or going as we speak) , katie's gone, is it my turn yet?

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I'm so happy I don't want to talk, or move, or even breathe in case it should somehow float away.

It's a good feeling.

drunk at half ten in the morning

chance would be a funny thing