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there was this girl who used to feel safe in tight enclosed spaces.
i used to feel that way about myself. safe inside my self.
now i am open. i am out. i am trying to be free. and this world encloses me.
all i have is a prayer.
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sadly, softly, i still exist (barely)
sitting on this ledge of wood, polished, in a lovely way as those carpenters do.
and tonite i am coming home( physically)
yesterday i way baptized, it was simply lovely, my heart is released but i am struggling to keep it that way.
so barely, softly, i trudge on, in my own way...
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tired.confused.frusterated with myself. n everyone.i lost my home/heart. somewhere along the way. why is summer so hard is it the sun. do i need to run? would tat solve anything. im losing you. im losing me. im so close and so far. my veins are empty and so full. and so empty. n i feel like writing cause its spilling my heart/blood/guts n my body ( Read more... ) -
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broken
badly
lost
forgotten
remebered
what is worse?
lost lost confusion not alone swarmed swamped
spinspinshakenorunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrungetawaygetawaygetawayfleeeeee -
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i really wanna be with you but i am so hard on being with myself. i dream of a train picnic. love it. love you. sorry ima drop
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tired...of so much, kk, no more half ass, i guess we either do this or die. funny how it always comes down to this.
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i love you. sorry if i lived up to what i didnt dream to be. but tis better to love and lose than to never love at all... -
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dont know why i bother. i know im fucking around but what maybe im supposed to be in the hospital, maybe thats all i can be.
