sometimes wanna die
hope 2 hide
tip-toeing on broken glass
judging yells
arrows to my heart
broken torn
BETRAYED
fthis
im gone

nothing left..
alone
with broken wings

confused
scxared
nerves running high
sadness emptiness loss
broken hearts
lonely cold and just for now will you hold on?

im tired of not living, when will this end?

tuesday morning
skin pressed together under warm blankets
the beat of your heart against mine
what more needs to be said
i am home

waking up next to your skin, warmth surounds me and envelopes my heart, i listen to your breath, watch your gentle eyelashes flutter in sleep. touch your soft lips with my fingers with my eyes. i miss you when i'm gone, i dont want to be gone, i want, long desire to be here, with me with you, with your gentle hands your anxious heart, your sweet ( Read more... )

i miss so many ppl, including myself, who i am just getting to kno, i scared chris will leave, but in some ways im blocking my heart so it wont be so hard, but my muscles tighten andi get tense when we mention anything. i dont know what i want besides being okay but it seems so easy to not be okay. i dont know what to do anymore. im confused with ( Read more... )

what the f?
why is it always me doing wrong. dont even ask my in opinion, just immediately me doing wrong, well f that
i am offering my self you. appreciate it or dont, dont i'll stay home, i have no prob with that.

wishes i had you by my side ( Read more... )

i am tired of runnung n hiding spose i give up. go away. im staying no mater how much pain

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why doesnt this werk?

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