This weekend was going to be the best. It was going to make everything better. It was gonna make me feel confident with him going away for a week. At least i would know that we made that real connection before he leaves me. Now im even more worried, worried that everything will fall apart. I know i said i needed more space, but right now i feel if ( Read more... )

Im really really excited about this summer ( Read more... )

ok so mini-update

i really love my friends! Im making a special package for my very bestest friend kristin and sending it out tomorrow <3

im going to the gym today and i ordered the ultimate body toning book to help me get in shape
and i started my diet today!!

Saturday is going to be fun at ross' and jamies birthday bash in the city! Its going to be ( Read more... )

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i am seriously so excited right now. I just got done talking to amanda nd starting on sunday my goal to get my body in shape and healthy is going into efftect. I am not fat and im not overweight, but my selfesteem is slowly decreasing due to the lack of time i devote to keeping my body healthy. SO starting sunday im going to the gym 5 times a week ( Read more... )

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It was kinda funny...he was walking with me back to class and you know he didnt want to make anything "serious", so when i saw matt and gave him a hug i didnt think anything of it. Little did i know that simple little friendly hug would seriosly change the my life forever. That night we talked online like we always did and he said "i have to talk ( Read more... )

Throughout my life i have had a lot of friends that i let slip away, they would say they were my best friend. You know that old cliche "bff". I mean my two friends who i have known forever will always by my best friends. I love them forever, but i always wanted a friend who i could call and have come over when im sad or i can just be there for them ( Read more... )

latley i've been kinda depressed ( Read more... )

He's all i have. I never want to lose him b/c he loves me a lot, and i really do know what love feels like. I never want this feeling to leave me. Im so happy with him.

but why if i am so happy...can't i forget the past and stop being afraid :-/