i'm baaack! haha i'm sure nobody cares but i'll do an update for entertainment purposes ( Read more... )

i need to stop being such a coward and take some chances... i know for sure that i am inadequate in the eyes of God but am i inadequate in the eyes of men and women? hopefully that answer will show itself in due time ( Read more... )

"Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgements and unfathomable His ways!" Romans 11:33

be patient, be still

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"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30

my sweet jesus.

i love you.

and i'm trying so hard.

it's not so easy.

down here anymore.

everyone just treats me.

like im crazy or something.

sometime i feel like i am.

because no one seems to understand.

father, im wish i could feel a state of ( Read more... )

although it is tough to understand the sorrow and longing of my own selfish heart, i stand amazed as i witness the power of god in scripture and people. thank you father for showing me that i am nothing without you.

these past couple of days have been amazing. god has been revealing so much to me. one thing i've realized is how beautiful god has made this world. i look at the stars of the sky, the moon, and the overall complexity of the earth and find myself in a state of awe. i've also realized that it isn't just about me.. its about one purpose. i have to ( Read more... )

lately i've come to realize that i have a major problem. i have a hard time with communication. there is so much that im scared to say mainly because im too weak to face the consequences. i always feel like i am holding something back. i seem to think that the best possible solution of dealing with this problem is not to say anything at all which ( Read more... )

accident when we needed, i'm stronger as we near it
we can't help to watch this whole thing crash together
we are the bruised and the tender
we are the crack that was mended
from all the times we ever tried we should've
found each other in this drive onto me*

this weekend was filled with some of the most depressing times. i realized, first hand, that you never really know how much you love something until you feel it slipping from your grasp. with some situations you say to yourself "i've got plenty of time" but you never know that for sure. i learned this weekend that sometimes if you wait too long ( Read more... )