a couple of days ago an issue was brought to my attention. i had no previous knowledge that this person had been getting a lot of heat for what he or she did. i was deeply saddened about the information that i was told and as time went by i heard more information about other people. i honestly feel that all these things can be easily solved as long ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if all people just view me as this nice always happy guy. people that believe im like that are mistaken because it seems like im always down. it seems to me like a lot of people think im a joke and are making fun of me in their minds. they say "hey shane.. you are a pimp" psh. that statement is ludicrous.. i have never came close ( Read more... )

im so sick and tired of singing this song of sorrow. i feel like ive been laying in a pool of sorrow for years. its almost like im expecting her rejection. i always make up these beautiful scenarios in my mind but they never happen. it seems like ive been telling myself lies forever but im going to keep believing these lies. i love these lies that ( Read more... )

i feel like i can't talk to you. share the things i really want to share. i know its not easy but sometimes it just seems so hard. im so scared of you. im so scared of my true feelings. who knows what you think of me.. probably ordinary just like everyone else. the truth has always done nothing but hurt me.. i just wish for once i could feel ( Read more... )

tonight.. was a really struggling thing. i felt so convicted when i didnt understand. i feel like i have taken god for granted so much.. i wish that i could of known the right things to say but i didnt. but its a never ending path and im willing to obey ( Read more... )

today was another good day. my mom had her first chemo treatment today and she said it went well.. it rained all day today but i loved it.. it seemed like everything was in slow motion. tomorrow should be fun.. im sure eric jimmie and justin will do well. my mind cant seem to escape this thought.. i act out all the possible outcomes in my head and ( Read more... )

wow. right now im about as happy as i have been in awhile. i dont really know why.. maybe its the people that ive met or the emotions that i feel. college is real weird. i like living away from home but i just dont feel like ive connected with anyone here. im still content no matter what though. last night was really fun.. eric jimmie and justin ( Read more... )

college

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No longer can we disavow the hands that we shake.


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.the nightingales are singing now

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