oh, my little girl if you look out
and see a trace of dark red that used to be
my face, in the clarity of his grace
remember me.

life is full of possibilities.. why do i still lay here dreaming?

i watched requiem for a dream tonight. it was an amazing film. i urge anyone to see it. i quickly found out how bad our addictions can affect us.

it's too late harry..

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"every instant of my days will be designed to wound me with the realization of the world's insufficiency, until i become so detached that i will be able to find god alone in everything."

thomas merton

im stuck here
noticing that your moving on
without a care you follow your will
its hard for me to swallow that bitter pill
that pill of anguish im addicted to
as im waiting for you still

i feel im in a world of insecurity and failure.. could you be the one to rescue me?... oh gosh i hope so.

-msh

there were so many things i wish i could say but im afraid i can't. i know its done and gone with. but everytime i see you stir up memories of my defeat. i have never hated you but i do regret doing what i did because now i feel your out of my life forever. i wonder if you will ever read this... but really this is the only way i can communicate. im ( Read more... )

tonight was a suprise party at casey's then the show downtown. i had fun at the show. undying was probably the best mainly because of the girl screamer. judas cradle played and were really good musically but the screamer seemed so negative. ill pray for him. well im tired ( Read more... )

today during church i was thinking about dr. wolfe's sermon and i came to the conclusion that i would rather care about something while staring failure in the face than go through life not caring at all. cause i know that even though i failed my caring did not go in vain ( Read more... )

here is another one :)

"Rest in me, little David and dry all your tears, you can lay down your armor and have no fear cause I'm always here when your tired of running, and I'm all the strength that you need".

ever since cornerstone florida ive been almost obsessed with pedrothelion. david bazan to me is an inventor. before his performance i only listened to his voice and his various riffs but now i look for the message he is trying to convey in his music. he is amazing and he has kind of put a little inspiration in me. but his music is also something ( Read more... )

as the moonlight shone upon me all i could do was wonder of the smile she bestowed. the smile that i seldom see. the smile that makes me free.


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