you spell love in a different way, oh god it hurts ( Read more... )

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i rip my heart outto give to you
alone it never did me any good
hold me close, wash my mind
destroy the me that lives inside

.like a rose that withers away only to leave a stain on my heart.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry ( Read more... )

Sometimes we look for love in all the wrong
places. When the love we have is right before
our eyes in Christ.

.i forgive you, you are mine.. for in me you will grow and never wither, living in constant bloom.

sleep now moon. i'll watch over her while the sun is up and you'll have your eyes again soon. it's a glorious day and my heart is tired again and im starved for her attention. thats when she sparks a little light in my eye. sleep now sweet princess i'll cheer for you silently and carefully not to disturb.

but if i'm a fool, i'm a fool for you
and if i'm alive, i'm living just for you
if i sing a song, then i sing for you
i sing all day long, in everything i do.

was it me or was it you?

i never wanted it to end up this way. in the end my love equals your burden. i wish i could have you in my life but i dunno how you feel. at first you were a star that i could see but now your only a story that i can tell. so i guess this means goodbye for now as i lay my heart open for display.

~msh

ok. officially everything that could have possibly gone wrong has gone wrong. i can't believe you. your so selfish you know that? all you have done is hurt me. i see you and i hurt over and over. sometimes i wonder if your gonna say anything but i know you never will. i wonder if you even care about me when i know you dont. all your concerned about ( Read more... )

today was nice. after school i went over to nates and played some horse. it was fun, we also took joni to find a cake for kalie. raleigh was really relaxed tonight we just discussed the issue of being saved. i came home did my homework and enjoyed some coffee. tonight for dinner i had arbys and we met bo there. first of all bo is hilarious. hes a ( Read more... )