it feels like i'm stabbing my own back
i can't believe i'm drowning in the words i should not own
and so today i take a vow to never open up my mouth
against another living soul-- be it friend or be it foe

. the memories are still the splinters in her heart .

tonight was kinda a cool. i went to go see the matrix at samford's planetarium for the first time. plus i got bonus points which is always nice. tomorrow is raliegh and bible study with zac. it shall be interesting

so cry yourself to sleep
this is about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing

~underOATH

wash it from my eyes
all the sad goodbyes make me feel again
leave me here to reconcile these unfinished plans...
love broke me
trials are in vain
i press on not knowing what there is to gain in all that i've failed,
i have come to realize Your truth shines through the pain

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last night was raleigh it was pretty interesting. we talked about the 2nd chapter in hebrews. the main point that jeremy made that stuck in my mind was how jesus tasted death for us. i think about that and wow that is such a powerful statement. we sang "spirit fall fresh on me" which to me is amazing. i felt very fulfilled. other stuff in life is ( Read more... )

today went by pretty fast. i was able to go see the soccer game tonight, we played vestavia and lost but they can beat those guys. tomorrow me and zac meet up for bible study.. im kind of looking forward to it. i heard that mxpx is coming to town that should be pretty dope and stretch also yes. i slacked off today on my workout progress which means ( Read more... )

these past couple of days have been fun and interesting. since im done with soccer i have a lot of time to sit back and just think about everything. im glad i have the time to do that these days. today i bought frank sinatra's greatest love songs. im not just jumping on the bandwagon i mean that guy has an incredible imagination with music. i bet ( Read more... )

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it amazes me that u think everything will just fade away
you pretend like its nothing
you kill me inside
and run away from the misery
you created.

how do u feel about that?

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