Wowzers!!! I haven't put anything up on this in forever, I completly forgot I had it!!!! I've had it for like 2 years and I forgot....woops!!! Well for those of you who don't talk to me much, I guess it's time for an update!!! Basicaly my life has gone down the tube, My mom has gone to prison for a year, and then she is in a half way house for 3 ( Read more... )

Ok, i'm so fucking confused. I still really like Tim but as far as I can tell, he doesn't like me...Why can't I stop liking him? I know people say that your in Love....but what is Love?? Maybe this is what it is. Is it one of those feelings that you just can't stop thinking about him? I'm stuck on this fucking feeling and it is driving me up the ( Read more... )

So yea, I'm at my moms right now.... it is um... Interesting?? Christiaan is still here... I dissaprove of it but no one gives a flying f*** about me. I guess what is why i'm still single....ok bad timing. I don't remeber if i said any thing about my brother getting taken away from my mom last week..Well that happend...Unfrotunitly. I'm glad that ( Read more... )

Holy crap!!! I haven't updated my journal in freaking ever.... Well How is everyone doing? I have been insanely busy w/ school, and Swim team. Swim deffinetly keeps me occupied..... Um on Thursday we had time trials and my 50 is at 38 seconds. So I haven't lost much over the summer which is insane. I can acctualy do my brest stroke which is awesome ( Read more... )

Okay guyz... I don't know what too do! I wrote my mom a letter today, i don't know if she will care to read it, but hopefully she will. If you haven't been paying attention lately... I have made the decision to become a Christian. I am apart of the Dallas Alliance Church, and right now it is the greatest feeling in the world. My mom is a very ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness!!!!! I'm back from camp, and I had the best week of my life. Quite Literly. If you have been reading my livejournal, you would have known that I was thinking about Excepting Christ.... well i'm glad to announce that I have. And i'm not ashamed. Tho, my mom is. My mom was really hard on me, but now she is finaly semi okay with it. It ( Read more... )

Wow, today my brother had dental surgery.... he had his tooth pulled... he has such horrable teeth that he has to go the hospital for more surgery... how sad. Well hopefully it will gett better.....

I pray that everythign will go as planned

So, in my previous post... i was talking about my lack or religon. I really want to have a religon but I don't know which one i want. I have decided that God has led me to the religon of Christianity. People have said that I need to trust God to lead me to the religon of my choice.. but I don't know how to read God. This sounds really stupid, but I ( Read more... )

So, i have come to the sudden realization... that I need to find God. I don't fully understand why, but I went to St. Mary's Cathlic Church... and I felt kind of insicure but also slightly conforted. I dont know what has caused me to find this person, but religon is going to be a part of life. Weather I want to accept it or not. I don't know what ( Read more... )

Today I got my yearbook and it is freaking sweet. I luv it. I was so sad to see all of the seniors go for the very last time. but if i keep my hope up I will see them again. I will hopefully see them again. I love you all with all of my heart, and if you see this and have not signed my year book please do so. I luv you all... and feel free to call ( Read more... )