i feel lonely, just terribly lonely.
my life is a wreck with no landing in site.
my confidence hanging by a thread with white knuckles
my beer was suppose to be an aide
but it turns out to be an aide of sinking.
maybe i needed this.
maybe i needed to fall,
to push myself to climb

when your heart aches just from the thought of it ( Read more... )

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it is beautiful because he is, it is amazing becasue he is ( Read more... )

you have sent me a dance ( Read more... )

all yestarday, i tried to not let alan get to my head, but there were things consstantly popping up reminding of him. then i went to one of my friends holiday party and there was a guy who totally reminded of him, and after 2 glasses of wine later i decided to text him ( Read more... )

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i wish... i wish had the chance to love you, i wish you had the chance to recive my love ( Read more... )