in search again ( Read more... )

"im so sad ( Read more... )

i am weather ( Read more... )

never talk to a stranger, nontheless taking advice form one. well not a complete stranger, just some one you never actually met. but...i guess sometimes time you need a new view and approch, kind of like picking a jury in a court case. having someone to make a decision having no insight of it can help make a clearer answer. so i did, i took one ( Read more... )

how do you initiate the next step? when you know there is more then just friendliness in your friendship, and the next level is flying past you and all you can do is stand still. you're fozen stiff because you know it could be detrimental to yourself. or maybe you're cramping up due to the fact that the person you could honestly and completely ( Read more... )

STIR ( Read more... )

love...is nothing more than a 4 letter word. How did this simple word become so complex ( Read more... )

indistinct feelings concering me ( Read more... )

i have filled your void with a mistake,
not to let out, not even a whisper...
i thought i saw it coming but denied it,
refusing it but guilt over raged my courage.
never tell a soul, not even my own...
its stored like pandora's box,
knowing one day it will curse me,
utill that day...
it never became.

i m so far gone i don't think i even have an idea. i m so willing to go for this i risking all i have, i don't even care if this is mutual any more, all i know is i have fallen for him and i love it! i want it so bad i don't even care if he has any real feelings! oh my god...i didn't think i was that off centered until i just read what i wrote ( Read more... )