Last night I went with my friend been to duggans irsh pub. he got a beer and I had a diet coke haha. never really liked alcohol. We played pool for a couple hours. I thought I did pretty good but yes he did win most of the games. Then there was these to white trash girls beside us playing. they kept swearing and saying the trashiest stuff out loud ( Read more... )

I wasnt able to read somebodys journal entry earlier I would say friend but by the look of the last entry on saturday I dont think they consider me as friend anymore. first off im not in love with anybody. sometimes it takes me a while to see that ive been saying to much for a person to handle. I shouldnt of said those things All i ever wish for ( Read more... )

my sister just told me she talked to my friend but she didnt really tell me all that she said but thats ok i guess. I have a good sister. I know she loves me and I love her to I should ounly tell her more often. she told me she told her about being bipolar. I wanted to send my friend a book called an unquiet mind. its a really good book. I havent ( Read more... )

My screen name now is sound531 my official screen name on aim and when I had aol was sound135. but sound135 was cancelled by aol and at the time I couldnt figure out how to use sound135 on aim so i changed it to sound531 by doing that I lost about oh at least fifty people on my buddy list and ninety of those people are people I dont even know or ( Read more... )

im writing this journal right after I talked to a very special friend. mabey its better that I do say im fine in my journal. after all im just repeating myself over and over again in my journal. I think by now some people must know how im feeling considering I keep saying it over and over again. So whats the point. im going to try and not repeat ( Read more... )

What a weird week. well today I slept in I really dont like to do that. I like to get an early start but that dosent always happen. Yesterday my friend benn took me to have something done that I never expect to have to do. He took me to this nail place because I need to have just a small part of my nail from the tip to play classical guitar. Just ( Read more... )

Its now four forty in the morning meaning its now officially wensday. I had a weird day as in yesterday. My minds been flying all over the place. me and my friend ashley made a promise that if won of us was feeling bad or thinking of doing something we would call eachother first. Im going to keep that promise for now on. Why because I trust you ( Read more... )

im not sorry about how im feeling about myself. im so sorry to all the people ive hurt when all i do is think about myself. I dont want to scare people anymore especially people that I beleive might have a chance in feeling a lot better in life. im going to try and get a job this week you know fill out some applications hopefully ill get a job at ( Read more... )

Im trying to delete my last journal entry but I dont think I can Ive looked all over on how I could do it. I want to delete it cause i think what i wrote in it wasnt appropriate. I think I said some things I shouldnt of. Fuck. Im sorry ashley. im sorry im no fun to talk to on the phone. this day sucks so far except seeing my little cousin lilly ( Read more... )

Just got back from rachels. Watched a stupid ass movie when i could of been playing guitar or sumptin. i like that word. sumpton. Sometimes I just want to keep repeating myself in these journals because for some reason I really want to make a point. When i go places like a music store sometimes I just want to start crying to the person behind the ( Read more... )