thanksgiving a couple days ago marking a year ago of the height of good times up on that crazy house. pulling a neck out of a turkey will never be the same without those memories. I've spent alot of time reminiscing since it all ended in the turmoil but damn if they weren't good times and now when thisngs aren't so good they sure warm me up to the ( Read more... )

Golly things seemed to have raced by these last couple of months. And for the first time in a long time I actually feel like I have a grasp upon things. The drugs got out of control for me, things happened i refused to accept, i became a person I would never like- thank goodness I have incredible friends that were able to help me see that. So now ( Read more... )

fuck why does he have to be a scorpio

I've just had one of the most amazing experiences of my life. Watching a gazillion movies but not really, making out on the couch, making love on his mom's mickey mouse sheets, cuddling... yes i cuddled- being made to feel like I was the most incredible girl in the world. Yet I had to leave I know that it's for the best but why do i feel so damn ( Read more... )

What an interesting couple of days it has been. The other night Andrew (be wary this name will be interchanged with Peter quite often don't get confused) and I went to Hooters, twas the taking of my Hooters virginity and what a riot it was. There seriously were hot girls there and they were dressed in little booty shorts and itty bitty tank tops ( Read more... )

Sitting downstairs listening to Pam Tillis sing away her blues... Being here is so strange, I'm not sure how to handle it. My family is a mess they are barely co-existing my mother drinking herself into oblivion my little sister skipping school and letting boys into the house. An intervention of sorts needs to happen but jesus i'm only 19 I'm not ( Read more... )

Now i'm supposed to be doing my homework but I think instead I'll go on a lil adventure...peace"_

Obviously, I'm sitting here debating whether or not its worth even going to mathematics but considering i need to pass and i've been trying to convince Mya she has to go- At two o'clock i must make the walk. There is something about sitting in a classroom for 2 ungodly hours, wishing some terrible catastrophe will happen that i don't think I'll ( Read more... )

      What an amazing few days it has been, i think a little recap is in order:
       -Summer Circus: mucho selma folk countered with great music and superb duggery..
       -Monday: flag cookies, sausage, penguins, sidewalk chalk, cameras and pan's labrinyth
      With a lot more inbetween :)

In an effort to be more grounded i have decided to ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if it's the energy in the house or what but i've been having the craziest dreams lately... vegas elevators with pool tables, drastic violence and strange sexual experiences ( Read more... )