I don't know why i am so gosh darn smittien right now with that boy... It"s so weird getting little butterflies here and there really wanting to be with anyone else as of the moment.... hmm what is going on in this silly little tryst i'm having

     Dreams why have you been haunting me so?? Leaving me  so hopeless and vulnerable to the lack of power i have in this makeshift reality where words don't come as easily....

            Why is it that every time we talk you end up getting upset about something petty, being a little bitch and hanging up one me? I know that you won’t remember in the morning like the majority of our important conversations but it still gets to me. Now I just don’t give a fuck anymore. I’m not going to tell you all the people I’ve slept ( Read more... )

   I hate being so vunerable to the weather but this burst of sunshine has made me realize that I'm happy. There definetly is some fucked up shit going down here and there but overall I'm whole. I don't go to bed and make phone calls I used to have to  make, I love my job, school isn't that bad, I live with 4 amazing people even though my lovely ( Read more... )

I hate Valentines Day... Now i know you may all be thinking she's just sad cuz she doesn't have a valentine... but it has nothing to do with that... I hate the fact that its one of the many artifical holidays this country has created just to rub it into lonely peoples faces.... i mean come on... You are supposed to buy that someone special presents ( Read more... )

         lalala... so. it's tuesday and we all know how those go usually....

Things i'm not looking forward to today:
-film genres
-paying the garbage bill
-buying valentines day cards
-sending valentines day cards

Things that might make it look a bit cheerier:
-women studies
-the breve chai with caramel i'm gonna get after this
-free pizza :)
-making tips

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Ahh.. sitting in the computer lab waiting to go fail my women studies test... Things are so crazy right now in my head.
    My dearest Mya is so heartbroken and it makes me want to lock up the house and protect her but i suppose it's just the passage through life. :( i adore both of them so much but i hate when life gets in the way! I want to be ( Read more... )

As i sit in the library putting off studying for my mid term i thought i'd reflect a little...

Well my fish had the ick...seriously thats what they call it... and now they are heavily medicated and are looking tons better :)

Mackenzie is leaving at the end of the month and that breaks my little heart but i know that she'll find a better place there ( Read more... )

So for the first time in my college career i've been working really hard on trying to stay on top of my homework and it's exhausting... i don't know how people do it

in further news...my fish have been dying slow and terrible deaths at an alarming rate and it's quite disconcerning.... :(

RIP-

1/30/07 sweet willy ann lawton you were a good fish... swam ( Read more... )

So last night... Julie and I drank a fifth of jager..with a little help from dan. Then proceeded to go get drunker at the Creek... which was preposterous. I believe Josh drove us there but i'm not really sure. Then according to my answering machine i tried to get  a ride from Nathan but passed out before he got there all while texting dan who is ( Read more... )