So here i was sitting in my
all alone
trying to get myself out of this funk i've been in
grasping at all my internet supports 
for some sorta entertainment

when i'd come to an end
no hope in sight.
so i decided to partake in a little randomness
trying to find answers to my debacle of a life

so i did it
i typed in
www.something.com

and there it was
in quite ( Read more... )

Why do things always have to be soo complicated?
Can't they ever once just be easy to understand and deal with?
NOPE
Instead my life is laced with "i miss you" texts and random phone calls
Unfortunately I've yet to build up my ninja skills sufficently  enough not to be unnerved 
into the constant what if physcosis.

Things were so easy when you were gone ( Read more... )

I wish my entry would be as intriguing as the subject created in my highness but serious doubt that. Winter term commenced this morning with quite the interesting array of usual suspects ( Read more... )

Ashland is so beautiful, i had to go get tyler from the greyhound early this morning and i walked outside to see the sky illuminated in amazing pinks and blues as the sun was rising making it all worth it :). I can't wait for new years it is going to be so amazing with everyone back home should make for a splendid time. Jeff is coming to see me ( Read more... )

I don't feel like i've stopped moving since i left ashland. if it hasn't been me running around trying to see everyone that i've abandoned while in ashland it's been my mind trying to make sense of all the craziness this extended soberness has brought upon me. it is so easy to hide away in my herbs and booze that actually dealing with what a shitty ( Read more... )

it is so weird to be chilling in my living room with my family that i haven't seen for months and realize that all i can think about is how i miss my family of misfits down in ashland. seeing my old friends was swell but the laughter just isn't the same, the compassion for one another just isn't the same, the ability to do nothing at all and have a ( Read more... )

So tonight has been pretty amazing... nice lil body high going, getting all packed up and seeing some good faces until now ( Read more... )

Scrambles from yesterday ( Read more... )

Salutations ( Read more... )

So today was pretty awesome... I have big fatty crush on one very adorable guy, i applied at market of choice, megan and i made a pretty spectacular dinner which included teryaki rosemary marianted chicken, fresh salad, merlot and for dessert european cream cake slices... yah so i'm pretty happy...yah life