... hot damn... here we've only been back for about 3 days and i've spent two of those fucked up and don't really see the light at the end of the tunnel for this erratic but such glorius behavior...i mean do you want to do homework or drink???

here again you've managed to disturb my groove, taunt me with your bullshit of me never caring and me never being there for you. okay so things i'll admit to ( Read more... )

why the fuck do you have to drag me into this bullshit again? what did i do? did i commit some horrible kharmatic sin that i'm stuck loving the one person who loves me back but hates me all inside? get a lil buzzed, start to cuddle everything's fine and dandy then the snide remarks about cheating and then the final shutdown where you just stop ( Read more... )

That stupid ass...why would an egg ever sit on a wall...b/c he thought he was invincible thats why... and you know what he had big dreams and was kicking some ass up there and even though he fell i bet he made some pretty good scrambled eggs... so even though he didn't get to sit on the wall he still succeded in life... so basically in all this ( Read more... )

Happiness...How do we ever know when we reach this simple, yet such evasive state? Through these 18 years of my life rarely has rage or depression or trauma overcome me to detrioate the laughter and joy inside. Yet in the overall perspective of the world and the people who surrond me... is appears that life is to just be shitty and suck throughtout ( Read more... )

where to begin where to begin the story of one of the best nights of my life?? sevies perchance or should it start with Rent? ahh beautiful people, beautiful bud, beautiful coors and some nasty cigs... life doesn't really get much better than randomly rampaging with my bff who i absolutely adore...and since you're the only one who reads this shit ( Read more... )

I don't want the world to see me because i don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who i am --> Power to the peaceful, love to the peaceful --> hush little baby don't say a word don't mind that noise you heard. it's just the beast under your bed,in your closet, in your head --> Holding you ( Read more... )

....dododo... hear i am wasting my life away in the library... lalala ( Read more... )

Here i am watching my life spin out of control. Where'd the love go? where'd the hope go? Going through the motions because i can't stop thinking about you taught me how to make breadsticks or bumping christmas carols in the middle of July. Why is this happening we haven't talked for weeks... But all i wanna do is see your smile. Feel your touch. ( Read more... )

...though i'll never tell you broke my heart, giving you so much of my passion and what not for at the first sign of trouble you bail out leaving me here conflicted and torn. Sure i'm over what occured because you always seemed so damn aloof anyways but what can u do? I've used life as an excuse not to think about what went down but it seems that ( Read more... )