I hate when I weigh myself and its more then I think it should be and then I get all depressed and want to eat. I just have to remember I ate a lot of food with water and my period is coming and it is after lunch and I just ate...........hmmm.......will I believe myself ( Read more... )

Was going to have a bbq with friends last night, I was so nervous that it would be a bunch of crap and that I would have to eat it. At least some of it ( Read more... )

Well last night for dinner I did pretty good, family tried to make me eat like a fat pig but I stood my ground! They made hamburgers, I had one little tiny hamburger with no bun or anything, I ate about 3 quarters of it. Then I had a big helping of corn and some brocolli and califlower with lemon juice. For my late night snack, cherry tomatoes with ( Read more... )

I made my fish and green beans, not sure of the calories but I am sure it can't be that much I didn't use any fat while cooking at all. And I am sure fish and beans are low calorie.

I am so sick of this, I am disappointed in myself for getting to 135 and then gaining it back. I should kick my own ass!

Guess im doing ok, been eating and throwing up. Too many family fuctions, why can't we do anything but eat! I did buy some fish for this week so it should be a good week. Although its a week before my period so its hard to tell if I lost anything. I always get bloated the week before ( Read more... )

This morning 141, which is weird because I had popcorn last night and ice cream. God after not eating as much or throwing up what i do then I get junk. It was unavoidable though, went with family. And this morning 141. I am doing good this week so far, I am not the type that will binge and purge, my purge is just the normal meal, or less then ( Read more... )

Last night I did pretty good, I said no dinner and I tried to keep it that way but everyone came over and wanted, of course FOOD! So I went and got myself a tuna wrap from subway, threw it up though because just the feeling of it sitting in my stomach was horrible, UGH ( Read more... )

I was down to 135, and now at around 142. My period just passed but still I am still hovering around the 140's. WHY WHY WHY! I suck. I think its a lot of factors that caused me to get back up. I started throwing up again and am trying really hard not to do that because I hate having to resort to that especially when I am out in public, which is a ( Read more... )

I was doing so well and I dont know what happened. I was exercising and losing inches, eating but not purging and binging. I was around 135, 10 pounds more then I wanted to be but about 10 to 12 less then I was ( Read more... )

Well I have been doing good with my exercise and eating, throwing up is rare. Although I keep it on the back shelf, sort to speak, just incase I screw up ( Read more... )