Tomorrow is the last day of the month, new month is starting so my new goal is starting as well. I am holding around 136-137, period is coming but I am going to get under 135 this month, thats my only goal right now. Anything under 135 then I will go from there. By X-Mas I am thinking 130 or under, under is what I am really shooting for but I dont ( Read more... )

I went out with my aunt and cousin, we drank fruity drinks all night and danced until early morning. I know I burned some good calories that night, the next day however I was so sick. I couldn't eat or drink all day. I weighed 133! Of course I knew it wouldn't last once I could eat again and it didn't, but it sure was nice to see. I am back up of ( Read more... )

I woke up in a good mood, then I get a call. I have this friend Eric, he is gay and always into his looks, as most of them are. We are bestest friends but he pissed me off. He has been eating less because he gained a lot of weight over the yrs, he has been eating good for one week. One fucking week and is down 4 pounds. He called to tell me he was ( Read more... )

Well no weightloss :( , still holding around 146ish. I have been eating really good, yesterday I had yogurt for breakfast, munched on raw green beans and tomatoes for lunch, salad and a small potato for dinner. I feel like my stomach is shrinking and my clothes are a bit loose. But WHY WHY WHY wont any weight loss show on the scale. I am obsessed ( Read more... )

I think I am actually losing weight. I have been living on raw green beans, creamy tomato soup (which is awesome I must say) and sometimes fish. I wake up and eat a Activia, and they weren't lying in the commercials, they are good and they help you go! lol ( Read more... )

How I hate the week before a period, the bloat and weight gain makes me feel like I am working for nothing. My clothes get all tight and I feel like a huge cow. I keep telling myself it will go away but then I look and feel horrible ( Read more... )

Ok I went and read some journals and now I don't feel like the only fat loser, seems other people slip and have not got to their goals weights either. So I feel somewhat better. Someone posted a post and asked everyone to put how many pounds they want to lose by December 1st, I put 15-20. So from now until then I will keep track and update progress ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I updated, lifes been a roller coaster. I am still under 140, been staying around 136 but next week is period time so I am gaining some. I seem to write around my period time I noticed, guess its because I am moody and need to vent ( Read more... )

136 now, yes a shitty life helps to not eat. I haven't felt like doing much, when I do feel like it my boyfriend always has some lame excuse for not wanting to do anything. But of course he will be the first to go with his friends, then complain about us and our boring life. Who cares at this point. I am so ready to move on.

138 today, my period ended yesterday so I am hoping that a pound or two will drop off from water weight too as the bloat goes away. Well one can hope. I still have no appetite so its been easy not to eat at all. When I do its something so small ( Read more... )