I come to a place where it hurts most to be...

I am here, i'll be here. i need to be here. i dont want to study for this exam or do this major paper. i am failing all my classes. i know i have to do it but all i want to do is sit here and write. i need to write. help. im calling out. help.

I cant pretend. I am hurt. Words do not fill these spaces. Yet again four in the morning...God I would forgo this. New music is driving me.

Pressure

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel ( Read more... )

the least that I can say is what means the most, that is important. What I am saying is that today at 11:17 am I had the guts to do something that I hadn't done before. I called him and asked him straight out. Funny, cause the answer in my head was the same answer he spoke. He was even so kind as to explain. I told him I had called to ask just to ( Read more... )

F U C K

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake

I knew this picture is what I thought it was going to be...

It makes me sick to be here

excuse me: a ***SPARK*** of l!i!f!e!

WARNING: Read on only if you do not trespass. This is straight forward. I’m saying the thoughts that are rolling through my mind. You want the purest form? Well then you must be prepared to take it. I’m not dodging a damn thing. This is how my words flow. It says what it says. 
   This is leading to so many ( Read more... )

Well that stung a little. My words mean almost nothing.

well im figuring shit out, on the edge of the cliff. im in such a mess right now, yet I can still see my feet and just beyond my big toe is the coyote desert. the clouds offer inspiration right now, but thats only when i can pick my head up and see the sunlight pouring down around me. I'm beyond "Im gonna get through this" its more of a ( Read more... )