*sigh* Now that im no longer upset w/ him, i just miss him more. im just so lonely w/o him around me. i kno thats rediculus because im around ppl practically 24/7 here, but friends can't quite fill the space that he left behind. the good news is that in no more than 5 weeks i'll be back in his arms. at least for a little while. it still kills me ( Read more... )

i got 2 letters!!! i got 2 letters!!! and now i miss him even more. october is soooo far away omg. yea yea im obsessed, but I DONT CARE. i just cant wait for him to come home. sheesh. i never thought i'd be the army gf, and everyone always says that long distance relationships dont work, but again, i just dont care. When something like a letter can ( Read more... )

hey kids. not a whole lot going on w/ me these days, but then again, i have been in North Carolina for the past month or so. I met some really great kids at that camp. seriously, what a great place, i'm so glad that i was a part of it. I'm going back next summer. umm other than that i could bore u all talking about mike, but i wont. hes doing ( Read more... )

so i did college orientation wednsday and im officially a chippewa w/ a fall schedule n everything.  im pretty excited my sched is amazing. unfortunately being the morbid being that i am, i began to think of the near future and well... i find myself wishing for some closure. o well. other than disconcerting thoughts of the future life is pretty ( Read more... )

done w/ high school for freakin ever!!! YAY!!

for anyone whos curious me n mike r officially together as of last night. spread it around so ppl stop asking me lol

Everyone Pray for me to get the job as a camp counselor in North Carolina. I could really use the change of setting. For everything i gained when i moved here, i've suffered. Now, that doesnt bother me a whole lot, anything worth having comes at a price. However, some of it wasn't even close to being worth it. I honestly dont know if life would be ( Read more... )

umm im pretty much plannin on bitchin about a certain person again so u dont need to read this. i honestly just need to vent and have prolly said alot of it all before.  I just hate the way we go in circles. Even when we try and talk about stuff, nothing happens. NOTHING CHANGES. im tired of it. im tired of hurtin b/c of it. Sometimes i think it ( Read more... )

well. lately i've been thinkin alot about a certain person. i wish i could stop, i really truly do cuz i'm tired of hurtin cuz of them. It got me thinking about other people who really hurt me alot. And suddenly i wondered y that kind of stuff has the ability to make me want to cry weeks, months, and even years later. Well I think that something ( Read more... )

yay for being an adult. well technically anyways. too bad the weather kinda killed my plans for tonight. bummer. o well life goes on. thats all. later