models do not have feelings

[fcuk_in_heels]

my mother has been right all these years. face it, im too good for nashua and the people who live in it. i know im going to be big one day and everyone that doubts it, well they will be proven wrong. on another note, its time to get into the mindset i was in all summer long, and especially when i was at my peak a few weeks ago. i have a lot going

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[itsjustsex]

"ive been making friends that actually mean something to me"

[fcuk_in_heels]

yeah, well what i meant by that comment was that lately ive only been caring about the people who put effort into showing me they care about me... i didnt mean to offend anyone,im just trying to get my head on straight.

not offended.

[itsjustsex]

effort. yeah.

bringing you nail polish remover & a razor from Nashua up to Dover bc you needed it.
buying you and Osmer lunch from unh because you had no money/food.
continuosly letting go of anything you've said.
gladly scrubbing your kitchen counters and doing your dishes because you needed help.

but whaaat do I know about effort?

[cursingconcrete]

babe if you're leaving make sure you take me with. we need out of this place. california?

[oholic]

I'm glad to hear you are doing so well vicki. really.

It doesn't seem to take anyone in this place long to establish such 'meaningful friendships' as those you are talking about here. I hope the best for your newfound group of friends.

And I must point out, anyone who would not only truly believe that they are better than everyone else, but have to gaul to say it out loud is an incredibly rediculous human being.

good luck at your show. Don't slip.

.disapointed

[fcuk_in_heels]

call me rediculous then amy. sorry but ive been walked on and brought down by far too many people, so im just trying not to care, because i know i am better than that. i think its pretty rediculous that all of you are even getting mad at the things i said in this entry when things could have been done so i wouldnt feel this way. you all have your group of friends, and i havent felt part of it for a long time now, so im just sticking to the one i do feel like im a part of. whatever

[oholic]

vicki.

im not getting any more involved. And, I've been in the same boat you're in.

I dont think there is anything wrong with what i said. I guess i never knew where we stood.

because, the vicki I had the pleasure of getting to know hasnt showed up for quite some time.

[saulgoode]

basically all i gotta say is.....

i play ball at the y and iv seen you during kickboxing class....and i agree that you should continue taking that class...

lol sorry if that bugs you out...take it as a compliment

[lon_chaney_jr]

"ive been making friends that actually mean something to me"